Quod Me Nutrit Me Destruit

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                     滋養我的，也摧毀我。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

been thinking about it for years

i'm seriously considering about this

life is too short to do something meaningful and helpful

or should i say something real because recently i just realized that among all the shit that's hapenning in the world,

 your art per se is astoundingly lame, pointless, and blah

it's the second most boring thing that anyone could ever think of (next to doing nothing like pure boredom itself)

 

here, you gorgeous sparkling brilliant and all those i-jerk-out-my-life-struggle-and-it's-deep-and-dark-and-painful lil artists,

refutations are welcomed.

#1

i've got to say mexican people have excellent taste in alcohol

everybody knows leandro is into tequila, he's a hardcore tequila addict like

more than that, i gladly found mexican lager is heaven-made

when i go back to tw i don't think i can stand for any beer there

even heineken is a lot more phantastisch than it is in tw

my chinese boss has lived here for over ten years

he speaks english. yet he's still very chinese

he changes everything around him into chinese

i think this is rather a marvellous magic power

it's almost like sino- nazi

whenever we're out for lunch he can always find chinese restaurants

if he doesn't find one, he finds vietnamese instead

no matter how bad the chinese food is, it's always better than any others for him

one day we drove to this place where the reception of the chinese radio is bloody awful,

he couldn't give up trying to turn it all right

after about an hour he substituted a cantonese speaking radio instead

of course he understands nothing in cantonese

there's another day when we were shopping (i was like his personal assistant)

he pickt up only chinese wines

which are of course at least 3 times more expensive than in cn

my favorite 红星二锅头 costs like 20 times more than in pekin.   it's madness

yet i still drink more than when i was in cn

the more i drink the more i've become myself

maybe i am really too tequila-addled, but

 i found some chicas gorditas latinas are rather hot

 

#2

i've been sick for 4 days, fever comes and goes.

some chinese white liquor performs good effects for cold and catarrh, circulation-wise i suppose

some yellow ones can be used externally, like herbalism i guess

omnipotent tequila does both

i'd been searching for tradition tequila (in which the bottom of the bottle lies a small worm)

until someone told me it's not marketable в наше время because most people found the little worms rather disgusting

an utter disappointment.      only if it wasn't in usa, i bet (it could happen in tw, too)

i ain't fond of worms either, but i believe that little guy lying in the bottle can be the spirit of tequila.

perhaps ca is way too high tech for anything raw.

i used tequila therapy anyway. turns out we don't really know if it's flu or massive muscle exhaustion.

maybe i'm haunted due to that big white cross i picked up from some side road

 which is supposed to be a memorial for some fatal accident

quién sabe

 

#3

napa is heaven. napa is inspirationally gorgeous

in fact i've been to only 3 wineries there

next time i'll bring my gangs, stay at least for 5 days, and maybe make something for that

though i really hate the souvenir shops there

i hate souvenirs anywhere

my favorite winery of the three is ..... name forgotten

but it was very catholic

the syrah tastes spicy, yet warming with a little taste of cork 

i don't know wine, i don't understand a bit of it and i never had good wine

but this one i can be sure is pretty exclusive

there's a gallery in the winery

the exhibit was crap but the gallery itself was really beautiful

walls are striated with white raw plaster like those adorable spanish lil villa houses

big clean meadow with a few horses walking about

the bad thing is i found myself never got drunk with wine

like it's not alcohol

 

#4

one thing i will always remember about california is the malls

everything is high quality like krazy

in tw i never expect any luck in malls

and in cn it never occurs to me to even imagine about luck

i got a cheap tequila and a cheap vodka in mall today

they are way toooo good to be this cheap

i hate cocktails

but in tw it's like i can only get cocktails if you want tequila or vodka

(magarita or anything mixed up, when i meant cocktails)

i was like why don't you make me smoothie

i know nothing about good taste of liquors but what i got tonight is awesome!

they both can totally go exclusively

jose cuervo and kirkland's french import

i deserve cheap liquors and that's just fine